Nerves

I have another big appointment tomorrow.

We are going to be going over some results and discussing some very big things.

Now they always tell you "try and get some sleep"... Or "don't be too nervous"... Or "no use worrying about it until you get there". And, frankly, I even say all of these things .... To other people and to myself.

When it truly comes down to it, no matter how much I am trying to put it out of my mind, the thoughts are pervading my brain like a virus. This means that I have been unable to sleep, I had virtually no appetite all day, my stomach is killing me, and I can't even focus on a movie I have seen a thousand times.

So forget about forgetting about appointments. It is a goal that is virtually unattainable (unless you add dangerous amounts of alcohol, a major romantic distraction, or maybe a frightening experience.... )

On that note - skydiving right now could take my mind off of the appointment for a good half hour.

#thelightersideofmedicine