Still Smiling!

Just because I am having a tough time doesn't mean that I can't continue to enjoy life. 

After finally canceling my gym membership today (which feels like another failure), I drove home using the scenic route enjoying the mountain view, had my window rolled down with music blaring, I put on a cute dress, did my hair, then sat outside with my best friend and played fetch with him in the sun. 

Do I feel any better today? No. In fact my tremors are worse and I feel very weak. 

Do I still love today? Yes I absolutely do! 

Just because you are sad or unwell or having a hard time with life in general doesn't mean you can't smile and enjoy the little things that come your way. If you have no control over anything - then enjoy the sunshine. You don't have control over that either - and it's a positive thing.