This last week I have noticed real inconsistencies in how I feel (both physically and emotionally). Sometimes I feel pretty good - energetic and excited and content overall.. And then the next minute I feel awful, exhausted, and I cry at random commercials.
I don't know if it's the heat... Or maybe part of it is that I needed my Lupron injection this week...
It could be that now that I'm finished the last set of tests for the Internist - now I am just stressed and under pressure while waiting for all of the results to come back and for an Internist to give me his/her interpretation of everything.
And what if another internist decides that my case is too complicated... Like the last four specialists that were consulted? And what happens if my specialists don't agree with each other on the diagnosis still? And what's next?
I sent away my request for my records this week... Hopefully this time I will actually get them. Last time I sent the request it got lost somewhere. Luckily my check was never cashed either... But I like to have copies of my entire file.... I am hoping that finally I will get a huge stack that includes everything that is in my online Netcare file.
It's all just a waiting game now...
I should have gotten a degree in medicine so that I could interpret some of the results myself. Only problem is that I would have to get a degree in each specialty.... 😁
:S
Is there any way that I could get each of my specialists in a room for five hours to hash out my entire history, symptoms, medications, tests, consultations, and come up with a cohesive plan??? Maybe I should rent out a conference room and somehow get it into each of their schedules that they NEED to be there.... Think that would work??
Would be nice!!!