I have something exciting happening on Sunday. I won't even mention what it is until it has happened - one of those superstitions I guess. Comes with the territory of never being 100% positive on anything because my body could just say "nope" at any time without warning.
I have been trying not to get overly excited... I have been keeping myself busy and making lists every day and spreading chores throughout the week... But I am still getting excited.
This 'event' is so important that I literally have a brick of fudge in the freezer that I will not touch until afterwards. I want to make sure that I eat clean, that I don't cause any unwanted skin issues, I went tanning today, I have everything packed and placed and instructions printed off... I have over-prepared to the max.
I even have extra medication and contacts and glasses ready to go.
It is nice because it is giving me something to focus on - over some emotional turmoil, some issues with nausea and medication, and the fact that it's freezing cold and feels like a metal pope is running through my SI joints...
I will update on what this 'event' is after it has happened.
Either way - I may have to take more anti-anxiety medication this week JUST to keep myself mellow so I don't have an angioedemic swell due to excitement.
Always have to be so careful.