You know when you've had a really stressful day, when your back and shoulders feel like they've been cramped and straining all day, and you get home and the person you love just gives that all-encompassing perfect back massage? That feeling where he/she knows exactly how much pressure to use and you get that amazing release of hours upon hours of tension?
I wish there was some way to create that effect... But on the inside. Every single part of me, from my muscles and tendons, to my organs and joints and bones, everything aches... And I just wish that there was SOMETHING that I could do, or that anyone could do, that would simply, immediately, reduce all of this pain. I long for that beautiful sigh of relief.... Feeling all of the pain just dissipate out of my body and into thin air...