Every single day is different, so lately I have been giving myself a small goal. If I do ONE thing each day, I am winning.
Other than taking care of my puppy, I haven't been able to get much done around the house. Being awake and able to concentrate long enough just to watch a movie has been a major struggle lately, and I cannot seem to get comfortable with all of these cold and clammy sweats, followed by extreme lethargy and tiredness.
So what was my big accomplishment today? What was my 'one thing' that I was able to get done? I managed to put some papers into the filing room, and emptied most of the garbages into one big one. Then I was able to get comfy enough to read one chapter of the new novel I am reading. Plus I got a little paperwork done and had a couple phone conversations. I would say that, for lately, today was actually pretty productive.
I remember a time when all of the above would be dismissed as a normal part of everyday life and I wouldn't consider any of it an accomplishment, but I have been so down and out as of late that I have to lower my standards. Frankly, if I am able to get out of bed other than to take Dex out, I am winning. Let's hope this weekend proves to be a little more manageable, as I am missing my social life and my peppy energetic self. I want to get her back but have no clue how to do so. So I will ride it out and see. Fingers crossed for better days ahead.