Mind Bender

I am tired. Exhausted. Fatigued.
I am not sleepy.
Should I try to sleep more?
Should I admit defeat and get up and do something fun until I reach a point where I can fall back asleep?
I want to be able to reduce this migraine.
I want to be able to reduce this intestinal cramping.
I want to sleep away the pain.
I don't want to waste time sleeping if I don't have to.
I want to take medication to help the pain.
I want to avoid taking medication and just power through the pain.
I want to eat.
I want to avoid eating.
I'm not hungry.
My appetite has been extremely low the last few days (I forgot to eat the other day until about 9pm when Rj asked what I had eaten that day. I still wasn't hungry).
I want to get my neck checked out.
I don't to seem paranoid for nothing if my neck is just a randomly sore muscle.
I want to eat some better foods. 
When I eat better foods I get sicker.
Should I distract myself?
Should I medicate?
Should I ignore the pain?
Should I scream about it?
Should I suppress it and sleep until it improves?
Will exercise make me feel better or worse right now? Same with eating. Same with sleeping. Same with drawing. Same with waking up. Same with fresh air.

How do I ever know what to do when each day is completely different and each decision has a different outcome every single time?

Mind-bending.