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The Rollercoaster

I've always been a big fan of rollercoaster rides. The biggest and fastest with lots of loop-de-loops.  I mean, the ones at the parks..…

'Crazy Busy' But No News to Share?

Do you ever ask someone with chronic illness how a month or a season has been, they respond by saying it was super busy or they were swampe…

Slowing Down

One thing I used to say, and a phrase I hear often from many individuals with chronic illness, is "I don't let my illness slow me …

Growing Up

I believe that one of the most profound elements of growing up is realizing just how ridiculous the beliefs and judgements were that we hel…

Truly Invisible

We, the collective 'we'  of Spoonie-dom, speak a lot about Invisible Disease; the illnesses that cannot be perceived by a cursory g…

General Medical Update

Here is the rundown and update as of Feb 2025.  I am currently 38 years old, turning 39 this August.  Diagnoses & Chronic Conditions: …

Symptom Catalogue

I would say that a good 90% of daily living wiith chronic illness is just unwillingly cataloguing all types of symptoms and sensations from…

Otosclerosis

I got to see the ENT last week!!  It's been a long wait from my first symptoms to seeing this specialized ENT surgeon, so I was very mu…

Puddle Days

Ever wonder why some flare-ups are worse than others, or why something that usually doesn't cause a flare-up suddenly does, out of nowh…

Hearing Aid

It's been two weeks with my new hearing aid for my left ear.  I have moderate to moderately severe hearing loss in my left ear, presume…

What's So Difficult About Chronic Illness?

I mean, I would like to think that it's common knowledge that living with chronic illness is difficult. But is it just something we kno…

Diagnostic Years

Diagnostic years are absolutely exhausting!  A diagnostic year is when new symptoms pop up, or a change is made, which begins a cascading e…

Making Workarounds Fun!

With my eyes, I am finding it too bothersome to drive at night right now. I have astigmatism in both eyes, plus the vision changes from the…

Pouchoscopy

Alright - some good-ish news.  I had my pouchoscopy today - to look in my internal J-Pouch, check on the Crohn's, and try to figure out…

Scope Prep

I've got a pouchoscopy in the morning (scope of my internal J Pouch), so today I am prepping for it. This means fluids all day (full fl…

Weekend Away

Listen, 2023 was kind of a brutal year. At least 2024 has started with some diagnostic tests and a plan! Last year was engrossed in new fri…

Eye Muscle Measurements

I have been referred to see a specialist who deals specifically with the muscles at the back of the eye.  Before I get to see her, I needed…

A Rough Year

This past year has been a pretty rough year for health.  Last September, I was removed off of a medication to explore different potential d…

Biopsy Results

My biopsy results came in today from the upper and lower scopes I had done last weekend.  There was active esophagitis and an ulcer in my e…

Esophageal Ulcer

Last week I was having major pain in my esophagus. Suspecting esophagitis (which I've had before), my family physician called in a pres…